Our memory will keep in my heart

Assalamualaikum,

If I count on hours, I still got time with you but if I count with days, only two days I can spent with you. True, I going to missing our moment here. I don't want to hear you say 'good bye' or 'good luck teacher' or 'we will miss you' that word will make my inside pain. I want go with your smile please no tear for me I will miss your smile even I will go, I never forget to pray for all you, you are my babies, my shadow I will miss you.. and going to miss you..

They my babies, even I not born them but they are part of my life, I proud become teacher for them. For my colleague thank you for all moment you give me.

Thank you for all readers, for your time to reading my entry. I wish all of you will got Allah bless always.

Wassalam. Keep smile ^___^

Teacher's Day

Assalmualaikum,

Hi there,how are you today? My story today about teacher's day. Why we celebrate teacher's day? I telling you why it does't mean because I'm a teacher so that I tell you.

Yes, as a teacher in preschool I happy with my job even sometime for human being I still got temper but it does't mean I'm a bad teacher. I not said I am the best teacher ever but I always try my best to give best lesson to my 'children' and I know all teacher in the world also like that.

Back to our question why we celebrate teacher's day, if you think teachers are nobody to you she/he not your parents ,not your sibling not your relative even not your friends she/he only outsider who give you lesson and you bring that lesson in your lifetime. Let me ask you, if no teacher's day celebration would you remember you teacher? are you will think about them? after they give you guide and you use for all lifetime. I tell you the truth, if I not a teacher and no teacher's day I will almost forget who my teachers.

Dear friends, teachers are not who give you lesson in school, they will might you parents and family members. Who ever give you lesson even informal lesson also your teachers. I know some time we not release this because teachers as you know the person who give lesson in school, yes it's true, but can you still remember the first person teach you for discipline? who person teach you to care and love? who person teach you to cleanses? who ever teach you that also your teachers.

As a teacher, I not expect big and expensive present my 'children' give me but, I just want see them become good person in their lifetime it's more wonderful in my lifetime. I want see them become 'somebody' one day 'somebody' who will people say they are kinds ,helpful, respectful, and their loving and care.

Friends, appreciate your teachers formal or informal teachers. Without them you are nobody. In this entry also I want to say 'Happy Teacher's Day ' to all my teachers from I was born until now for my formal teacher who person care of me from I in 5 and 6 years old in TADIKA KEMAS Air Tawar 4,Kota Tinggi, Johor and Sek Agama KAFA Air Tawar 4 . When I in standard 1 until 6 in Sek.Keb.LKTP Air Tawar 4,Kota Tinggi, Johor and Sek.Agama Air Tawar 4. When I was in lower secondary school Sek. Men. Keb Tanjung Dato',Pengerang Johor  and  Sek Agama Sungai Kapal,Pengerang Johor. When I was in high school, Sek.Men Teknik (ERT) Azizah,Johor Bahru, Johor and Sek. Men. Keb Bandar Mas,Kota Tinggi Johor went I was in form 6. For all my lecture in UNITAR Pintar Campus,Kelana Jaya, Petaling Jaya,Selangor.

For all my informal teachers, my lovely parents,my sibling, all my friends from I know the world until now if I write each of them it's not enough space ^_^ for who know me,each meeting we definitely teaching and learning that I have gained and I want you know I glad got meet all of you.

Lastly, THANK YOU TEACHERS. I love you and I glad become you student. I wish you happy always and got Allah bless.

Thank you readers for your time. I will stop now see you in other entry. See you. Have a nice day.

Wassalam. ^__^v

The Unexpected

Assalamualaikum,

Hye guys, how are you today? I hope everyone going fine. Today my school got close. Why? Shhh....it secret ^__^

Now today I don't want story about "why" my school close today, but I want to share about the unexpected news. Last few days, I got call from my friend who will help me to bring me back to my home town but,he could't do it on that date. Frustrated, that what I feel now but I know maybe Allah want hiding something for me.

One more news I got yesterday, my new employer need me report more early than I expect I should I do? my head going pain now. Why become more shorter my time with my kids here? What Allah plan for me?

I know if I go now ''she'' will more pain and sad. I don't want her sad face again. Allah, what YOU want me to do? true, I want the best think in my life but I don't want to make other person heart pain.

I hope I will find the way as soon as possible. Dear Allah, please make it easy..

I will stop for now, sooner nor later I will come back. Stay tuned guys..

Wassalam.. ^_^v

I miss you..

Assalamualaikum,

Hye there, how are you? I hope you enjoy this holiday weekend. Okay today I wish I can tell about plan,planing and planed. This week are most important week I was planed to "kick" out 3 of my housemate before I go back to Johor. It's sound like I very cruel person right?. Yes I'm, for me in my life went I sharing house in someone I don't care what race that person as long as female,cleanses and man not allowed. For me it's easy. are you want to life with dirty house. I so tied to dirty place. So, me and one more housemate was planed to "kick" them out. I hope everything was in our planned and I wish Allah will help us to make everything easy.

I miss him, I know I did wrong again, but I can't control what I feel. I know went I go back to Johor, I will meet him. Did I ready for that? this few days I was keep reaping this song, this song make me remain to him and I was cried again. I hate it. I know, this song are not wrong, but even make me cry I was enjoyed this beautiful song. So that, I hope you enjoying this song too.

"biar" by zue and hani. This song are meaningful for me and I wish he know what I feel.


 I think I want to stop now, see you in next entry. Stay tune guys. Thank you for your time.


Wassalam..

Our Life Full of Surprise

Assalamulaikum..

Hye I come back with new entry. How are you? i hope all of you going fine. In few days I was got flu and cough pity my kids their teacher not well but I still do my job as usual.

In this few days also I got busy for school sport day. As assistant coordinator for this big event it make me some stress. Only Allah know what I feel but I will not give up until end. I will do my best for my last event in this school.

Surprise I will tell it about attitude, attitude are something nobody can change only the person change by themselves. I know it not easy as we can say it but please try to do that. I don't want to make it big trouble but... I don't know what I suppose to do... It will touch somebody heart and I for sure 'war' will begin.

I would like to remain myself about tongue.I hope when I talk I can control myself, a function of  are big in our life. It's not just for tease but we use for talk and speak. Sometime without we knowing we make someone cry, we make someone angry and we make someone in trouble.

Their friends, please, please, please use what Allah give to you nicely in right way. Who are release you make someone cry, angry, and trouble please go to that person and ask their forgive put down your ego. Our ego did't make us happy anymore it always make us in trouble.. Don't be shy, you did't do wrong if you ask for forgiveness but you are special person who can put down your ego. Believe me you will more happier after you ask for that forgiveness. People can say anything about you because they don't know who you are. Only you understands what you feel and what you do.

Ermm.. I think I wanna to stop here now, I wish I still got time and space to update my blog. Last but not list, don't forget to share anything to your God, He always hear what you will said, tell HIM talk to HIM believe on HIM 'insyaallah' everything will be under control HE are most fairness.


Okay, see you on next entry, I not a good writer what are good for you are from Allah what are bad I write it's from my mistake. Thank you for your time to read my blog. I hope we will meet in next entry.


Wassalam.. ^____^      

Alhamdullilah,Thank you Allah...

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdullilah, Thank to Allah still give a live to continue our life. About my interview last week Alhamdullilah everything going fine and easy.

Thank to Allah give me easy way to handle my problem with solve. When I accept the offer the first think in my mind are how my children will going on, that they will see my replace position for my class. honestly, I so scared for this situation,but Allah plan are the best, suddenly one of my friend ask for job and place for stay Alhamdullilah, HE are the best HE give me the solution's for my position and for my housemate. Alhamdullilah syukur I no need anybody accept Allah.

I can't forget how happy my parents went I got that interview  even the salary more cheap but if near to my family it's more batter for me. I just let Allah plan for me and I just follow what the best for me.

I think I will stop now, I will continue for next entry..Stay tune

Wassalam.. ^__^v

Nerves for interview..

Assalamualaikum,

hye there, how are you? I hope everything going fine as your planing. Now days, Allah tests us with water rationing how your place? for me it make me more difficult because I only one big 'tong' for supply 5 person in one house for 2 days. I hope Allah will give me the solution for this.

This Thursday I will back to my hometown for attend that interview on Friday morning, my heart sometime become in-normal for this interview I do not know why, I hope everything going be okay. I always pray if this offer are best thing in my life everything will going fine and easy. I really can not sleep well I scared of this interview I hope I can answer them well.

Dears friend, please pray for me okay.  Pray I will get peace answered questions as proposed very well. I wish Allah bless always with me..

I think I will stop now, see you in other entry, take care, see you soon..

wassalam..

Favorite song?

Assalamualaikum,


On this few days, I like to hear this song I don't know why but I like it, maybe I wish somebody will beside me to move on days by days,who's know right?

Dear Allah please hear my pray inside this song. I still waiting for right person you send to me.

For my readers please enjoy  this song, I wish all of you found your right person already who are not found yet, don't be sad Allah always with us.

now "doa seorang kekasih" by in-team

i hope you will enjoy it..

see you soon..take care..

wassalam ^_^V

FUTURE?

Assalamualaikum,

After few days I did't post any entry I busy for our first field trip to Butterfly Park. I hope my children will enjoy for this field trip. Tied, it's how all teachers feel. hihihi, funny ha, went all parents worried how I control my babies. For me and my assistant we will try our best to take care they safety even if want change with my soul also I will do.

One more news I want to share with you all, I got interview in one of International Islamic School. Honestly, I every shock with this news but I do not know what Allah plan for me. I do I want back to my home town but, I do not know HE give me fast like this. Maybe HE got best plan to me. My friends please wish me luck for this interview next Friday.

My parents wish me back as soon as possible but for me, I.. so many inside my mind I do not know what I will do first. I give  all to HIM to guide me. I hope my istikarah will give me the answer.

I wanna stop here for now. See you in other entry..

Wassalam...

puisi untuk cinta halalku

wahai bakal imamku,

dimanakah kamu kini?
sudahkah kamu penuhi hatimu dengan ilmuNya?
bersediakah kamu untuk memikul tanggungjawab bersama?


wahai bakal nakhodaku,

bahtera yang kita bina ini aku berharap akan berakhir di 'jannah'Nya
bukan bahtera yang dibina diatas kepuraan dan pendustaan
semoga bahtera ini tidak karam kerana fitnah-fitnah dunia


wahai bakal pendamping hidupku,

aku bukanlah gadis yang sempurna
semoga ketidaksempurnaanku ini mampu di tutup dengan kelebihanmu
dan semoga aku jua mampu menutup ketidaksempurnaanmu kelak
kerana tiada insan sempurna,
semoga kamu mampu terima seadanya aku


wahai bakal bapa kepada zuriatku,

tidakku harap masamu sepenuhnya untuk kami
namun,aku harap di saat kami memerlukan kamu
kamu ada di sisi kami untuk meminjamkan kekuatan dan ketabahan



wahai 'hafiz'ku,

aku hanya wanita biasa
wanita yang dahargakan ilmuNya
wanita yang berusaha untuk menuju 'jannah'Nya

bimbinglah aku,
pimpinlah aku,
tolong ingatkan aku di kala aku alpa

semoga kita dapat membina keluarga Sakinah kelak
semoga kita mampu untuk saling melengkapi satu sama lain
berdoalah agar kita ditemukan dalam bingkai halalNya
kerana aku tahu kamu adalah 'hafiz' yang terbaik dariNya untukku


dariku :- bakal suri mu

My career

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera untuk semua,

kesibukan yang membataskan ruang untuk memaparkan penulisan di sini. Semua orang akan merasakan kesibukkan di awal-awal tahun ini bukan, bagi yang baru mula berkerjaya sibuk dengan pengurusan kewangan dan kestabilan di tempat baru, bagi yang sudah 'senior' sibuk pula memikirkan strategi terbaik untuk memantapkan kerjaya. Tidak kira di bidang apapun kita baik penjawat awam mahupun swasta kita semua merasakan kesakitan di awal tahun. Bagi pelajar, mana yang baru mendapat tempat di pusat-pusat pendidikan tahniah diucapkan, jangan lupa mana asal kita ya adik-adik, jangan terlalu teruja dengan keadaan baru yang baru dilalui, hati-hati dalam setiap pergerakkan. Bagi pelajar 'senior' jangan lupa untuk jaga 'pointer' semester anda, jangan terlalu teruja dengan watak 'senior' ya.

Di awal tahun ini,cabaran untuk seorang pendidik tidak kurang hebatnya. Tangisan anak-anak kecil tidak mahu berpisah dengan ibubapa membuatkan saya lebih teruja untuk mendidik mereka. Semangat ibubapa untuk melihat perkembangan anak-anak mereka benar-benar membangkitkan semangat saya untuk terus bersama mereka mendidik khalifah-khalifah kecil ini. miskipun berbeza agama dan bangsa itu tidak membataskan saya untuk mencurahkan kasih sayang dan didikan serta bimbingan untuk mereka.

'FROM ZERO BECOME HERO' itu prinsip yang saya bawakan di dalam kelas saya. bermula dengan tidak mengenali dunia lain selain ibubapa mereka mulai mengenali dunia sekolah,guru dan rakan-rakan. jika mata ini mampu merakam setiap perubahan mereka dan boleh dilayar semula untuk tontonan ibubapa sudah pasti saya akan lakukan untuk kami sama-sama melihat perkembangan mereka.

seawal 3 tahun sudah dimasukkan ke sekolah pada awal penglibatan saya di alam ini, sungguh saya amat kasihankan anak-anak ini dunia mereka sibuk dengan pembelajaran. tapi bila mengenangkan dunia yang penuh persaingan kini, mahu atau tidak mereka perlu didedahkan dunia luar sejak kecil lagi,dan tanggungjawab ibubapa semakin besar untuk memantau keadaan perkembangan anak-anak kecil ini.

sebesar mana tanggungjawab seorang guru, besar lagi tanggungjawab ibubapa, Anda orang pertama yang mereka kenal, yang lupa tentang itu wahai ibubapa. Anda boleh meminta bantuan guru atau pengasuh tapi jangan terlalu mengharapkan tanggungjawab itu sudah berpindah tangan.

mereka anak anda, didik mereka, berikan mereka perhatian yang sepatutnya.jangan biarkan mereka merasakan pengasuh adan guru adalah ibubapa mereka.

sampai sini dulu penulisan saya, Assalamualaikum

"perkembangan mereka,tanggungjawab bersama"

Cuti sekolah hampir berakhir?

Assalamualaikum,

Hello there, how your school holiday? Are you have a lot of fun? For who in semester break enjoy your holiday guys...

Oppss, sorry  guys..I suppose speak in Malay right sorry for that. My bad for not using my mother language.

Okay now, bagi tugasan seorang pendidik, cuti sekolah adalah cuti yang paling singkat untuk menjalani rutin harian sebagai seseorang  yang sedang bercuti. Apa tidaknya, di waktu cuti sekolah inilah para pendidik mahu menyiapkan kerja menanda,mencari aktiviti selepas naiknya cuti persekolahan kelak. Tambahan lagi tugas sebagai anak,kakak dan adik perempuan adakala membataskan waktu bersama keluarga, Seperti Sya, cuti sekolah kali ini Sya tidak berkesempatan untuk pulang kekampung halaman. Tugasan Sya sebagai guru pra-sekolah + 'day care' amat membataskan masa Sya dengan keluarga.

Sedih, tapi apalah yang Sya boleh lakukan kerjaya Sya membataskan segalanya, Insya'allah di awal bulan 4 nanti Sya akan pulang ke kampung halaman tak tertanggung rasanya menanggung rindu pada keluarga tercinta.

Tentang Sya akan menyambung pengajian ke peringkat Degree, insya'allah jika tiada aral melintang Sya akan melapor diri bersama seorang lagi rakan pada 28hb 5 2014. Semoga urusan kami di permudahkan kelak. Amin..

Tidak sabar rasanya untuk di gelar pelajar sekali lagi. Terimbau kenangan di alam persekolahan di mana pada masa itu terasa sangat indah bergelar pelajar, bila di alam universiti, lebih mencabar, bagi sahabat-sahabat yang masih di alam universiti jangan pernah menyesal kenapa anda masih belajar sedangkan rakan yang lain sudah kerja. Jangan terkilan sahabatku akan tiba masanya anda memegang status pekerja kelak, dan di saat itu, anda akan terfikir alam kolej amat indah. Itulah cabaran kehidupan. Terus terang Sya katakan,di awal alam pekerjaan Sya rasa amat tertekan. Terasa seolah berada di alam lain. Tapi alhamdullilah, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah dariNya. Sya berjaya termpuhi waktu-waktu tekanan. Jika kita yakin dengan kuasaNya pasti DIA sentiasa bersama kita.

Ingat sahabatku, Allah tidak pernah meninggalkan kita, kita yang selalu meninggalkanNya.

soal jodoh, Sya sudah di peringkat berserah padaNya, untuk mencari? entahlah Sya sudah terlalu letih untuk dilukai lagi, mungkin Allah sembunyikan si dia yang teristimewa untuk Sya lebih tabah dan bersedia untuk memikul tanggungjawab lain kelak. Sesungguhnya DIA lah sebaik-baik perancang.

sampai di sini dulu entry Sya kali ini, Assalamualaikum..