Semoga awak bahagia..

Assalamualaikum..

Kesibukkan melanda menyebabkan aku terpaksa membekukan penulisanku di sini. Alhamdulillah,aku sekali lagi di beri peluang untuk mencoretkan sesuatu untuk bacaan kalian.

Kisahku mungkin sama seperti kisah insan lain yang ada pasang surutnya ujian dariNya. Jangan mengalah sahabat, Allah menguji kerana Dia rindukan kita. Teruskan berusaha insya'allah Dia pasti tunjukkan jalan keluarnya.

Itu yang sedang aku lakukan. Untuk melafazkan "sabarlah ini semua ujian" mudah memang mudah untuk menempuhnya? ia tidak semudah yang di sangka.

Baru-baru ini aku di uji dengan kehadiran seorang sahabat abangku, abang ingin kami berkenalan untuk kenal hati budi. Aku? setelah hampir 7 tahun aku menutup hati untuk mana-mana adam kali ini aku cuba untuk membukanya kembali. Berbekalkan petunjuk Illahi, kami mulakan perkenalan. Bagiku dia lelaki yang baik dan sangat hormatkan keluarga. Walaupun perkenalan kami hanya seketika,namun bersamanya aku merasakan seakan sudah mengenalinya di jangka waktu yang panjang. Dia sangat memahami. Namun, kami berakhir kerana bondanya tidak mahukan aku sebagai menantunya. Apalah daya upaya aku sebagai orang luar untuk melawan bondanya yang tetap menjadi syurganya. Dia berat untuk memilih aku atau bondanya. Aku meminta dia lupakan aku, jangan lupakan bondanya keranaku.

Sedih? ya memang sedih. Tapi aku percaya dengan janjiNya. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahNya. Di awal perkenalan kami aku sudah bersedia dengan kemungkinan ini.

Bondaku juga masih mengharapkan dia sebagai menantunya. Aku? masih berserah dan pasrah atas segala kemungkinan. Pedih tapi Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kami.

Semoga dia bahagia. Hanya itu doaku.

Sekian

Wassalam.

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New month, New school, New colleague, New career, New person

Assalamualaikum,

 Hi, thank you for your time for reading my nonsense again.

I already change my career, my work place. Now, I stay with my parents and family members, even my salary more cheaper than before I wish i will make my parents happy and smile always.

Alhamdulillah after 6 month I'm here, I happy with my change, Alhamdulillah I realize, I have a lot of changes. Now, for in 2 week, I wearing "niqab" I hope I will "istiqamah". Please pray for me.

Now I become "niqab" girl. Please I beg, don't ask why. Please support me to have other change in my life. I hope I can "istiqamah" for this.

Life must go on, even I feel miss my ex children in Beaconhouse Sri Petaling, but this is my choice. I hope all my kids will happy and Allah will give them "nur".

okay readers, I will stop here now. Insya'allah we will meet again. Thank you for your time.

Take care and smile always.

Asslamulaikum.. ^_^

Our memory will keep in my heart

Assalamualaikum,

If I count on hours, I still got time with you but if I count with days, only two days I can spent with you. True, I going to missing our moment here. I don't want to hear you say 'good bye' or 'good luck teacher' or 'we will miss you' that word will make my inside pain. I want go with your smile please no tear for me I will miss your smile even I will go, I never forget to pray for all you, you are my babies, my shadow I will miss you.. and going to miss you..

They my babies, even I not born them but they are part of my life, I proud become teacher for them. For my colleague thank you for all moment you give me.

Thank you for all readers, for your time to reading my entry. I wish all of you will got Allah bless always.

Wassalam. Keep smile ^___^

Teacher's Day

Assalmualaikum,

Hi there,how are you today? My story today about teacher's day. Why we celebrate teacher's day? I telling you why it does't mean because I'm a teacher so that I tell you.

Yes, as a teacher in preschool I happy with my job even sometime for human being I still got temper but it does't mean I'm a bad teacher. I not said I am the best teacher ever but I always try my best to give best lesson to my 'children' and I know all teacher in the world also like that.

Back to our question why we celebrate teacher's day, if you think teachers are nobody to you she/he not your parents ,not your sibling not your relative even not your friends she/he only outsider who give you lesson and you bring that lesson in your lifetime. Let me ask you, if no teacher's day celebration would you remember you teacher? are you will think about them? after they give you guide and you use for all lifetime. I tell you the truth, if I not a teacher and no teacher's day I will almost forget who my teachers.

Dear friends, teachers are not who give you lesson in school, they will might you parents and family members. Who ever give you lesson even informal lesson also your teachers. I know some time we not release this because teachers as you know the person who give lesson in school, yes it's true, but can you still remember the first person teach you for discipline? who person teach you to care and love? who person teach you to cleanses? who ever teach you that also your teachers.

As a teacher, I not expect big and expensive present my 'children' give me but, I just want see them become good person in their lifetime it's more wonderful in my lifetime. I want see them become 'somebody' one day 'somebody' who will people say they are kinds ,helpful, respectful, and their loving and care.

Friends, appreciate your teachers formal or informal teachers. Without them you are nobody. In this entry also I want to say 'Happy Teacher's Day ' to all my teachers from I was born until now for my formal teacher who person care of me from I in 5 and 6 years old in TADIKA KEMAS Air Tawar 4,Kota Tinggi, Johor and Sek Agama KAFA Air Tawar 4 . When I in standard 1 until 6 in Sek.Keb.LKTP Air Tawar 4,Kota Tinggi, Johor and Sek.Agama Air Tawar 4. When I was in lower secondary school Sek. Men. Keb Tanjung Dato',Pengerang Johor  and  Sek Agama Sungai Kapal,Pengerang Johor. When I was in high school, Sek.Men Teknik (ERT) Azizah,Johor Bahru, Johor and Sek. Men. Keb Bandar Mas,Kota Tinggi Johor went I was in form 6. For all my lecture in UNITAR Pintar Campus,Kelana Jaya, Petaling Jaya,Selangor.

For all my informal teachers, my lovely parents,my sibling, all my friends from I know the world until now if I write each of them it's not enough space ^_^ for who know me,each meeting we definitely teaching and learning that I have gained and I want you know I glad got meet all of you.

Lastly, THANK YOU TEACHERS. I love you and I glad become you student. I wish you happy always and got Allah bless.

Thank you readers for your time. I will stop now see you in other entry. See you. Have a nice day.

Wassalam. ^__^v

The Unexpected

Assalamualaikum,

Hye guys, how are you today? I hope everyone going fine. Today my school got close. Why? Shhh....it secret ^__^

Now today I don't want story about "why" my school close today, but I want to share about the unexpected news. Last few days, I got call from my friend who will help me to bring me back to my home town but,he could't do it on that date. Frustrated, that what I feel now but I know maybe Allah want hiding something for me.

One more news I got yesterday, my new employer need me report more early than I expect I should I do? my head going pain now. Why become more shorter my time with my kids here? What Allah plan for me?

I know if I go now ''she'' will more pain and sad. I don't want her sad face again. Allah, what YOU want me to do? true, I want the best think in my life but I don't want to make other person heart pain.

I hope I will find the way as soon as possible. Dear Allah, please make it easy..

I will stop for now, sooner nor later I will come back. Stay tuned guys..

Wassalam.. ^_^v

I miss you..

Assalamualaikum,

Hye there, how are you? I hope you enjoy this holiday weekend. Okay today I wish I can tell about plan,planing and planed. This week are most important week I was planed to "kick" out 3 of my housemate before I go back to Johor. It's sound like I very cruel person right?. Yes I'm, for me in my life went I sharing house in someone I don't care what race that person as long as female,cleanses and man not allowed. For me it's easy. are you want to life with dirty house. I so tied to dirty place. So, me and one more housemate was planed to "kick" them out. I hope everything was in our planned and I wish Allah will help us to make everything easy.

I miss him, I know I did wrong again, but I can't control what I feel. I know went I go back to Johor, I will meet him. Did I ready for that? this few days I was keep reaping this song, this song make me remain to him and I was cried again. I hate it. I know, this song are not wrong, but even make me cry I was enjoyed this beautiful song. So that, I hope you enjoying this song too.

"biar" by zue and hani. This song are meaningful for me and I wish he know what I feel.


 I think I want to stop now, see you in next entry. Stay tune guys. Thank you for your time.


Wassalam..

Our Life Full of Surprise

Assalamulaikum..

Hye I come back with new entry. How are you? i hope all of you going fine. In few days I was got flu and cough pity my kids their teacher not well but I still do my job as usual.

In this few days also I got busy for school sport day. As assistant coordinator for this big event it make me some stress. Only Allah know what I feel but I will not give up until end. I will do my best for my last event in this school.

Surprise I will tell it about attitude, attitude are something nobody can change only the person change by themselves. I know it not easy as we can say it but please try to do that. I don't want to make it big trouble but... I don't know what I suppose to do... It will touch somebody heart and I for sure 'war' will begin.

I would like to remain myself about tongue.I hope when I talk I can control myself, a function of  are big in our life. It's not just for tease but we use for talk and speak. Sometime without we knowing we make someone cry, we make someone angry and we make someone in trouble.

Their friends, please, please, please use what Allah give to you nicely in right way. Who are release you make someone cry, angry, and trouble please go to that person and ask their forgive put down your ego. Our ego did't make us happy anymore it always make us in trouble.. Don't be shy, you did't do wrong if you ask for forgiveness but you are special person who can put down your ego. Believe me you will more happier after you ask for that forgiveness. People can say anything about you because they don't know who you are. Only you understands what you feel and what you do.

Ermm.. I think I wanna to stop here now, I wish I still got time and space to update my blog. Last but not list, don't forget to share anything to your God, He always hear what you will said, tell HIM talk to HIM believe on HIM 'insyaallah' everything will be under control HE are most fairness.


Okay, see you on next entry, I not a good writer what are good for you are from Allah what are bad I write it's from my mistake. Thank you for your time to read my blog. I hope we will meet in next entry.


Wassalam.. ^____^